these last eight have been a walking nightmare. may 17th i was diagnosed with A.L.L. I lost weight, lost friends, lost my mind and lost my ability to care for myself. Out of all of this i have realized that yesterday means nothing because it was the only easy day and by adapting to this moto that the specail forces use it makes life more tolerable. Slowly, ever so slowly i have been getting my physical dexterity back i have found that the ones that are close to me still i have grown to love. Especailly certain friends that have given of themselves to help me. All i can say is that this physical ailment is just one more hurdle for me to jump and i hope to see a certain one when its done.